Change

I am leaving Minnesota and moving to South Dakota in twenty some days. I feel like inside of me there is a distant suspicision that I won't be coming back. I have nothing more than a feeling, and to be honest "feelings" are my biggest motivator to do anything. Reasoning and decision making are not strong suits of mine, because I am moved more by feelings. I can't descibe it anymore than that. I can never say I have made a decision because God told me to, but how do I know. Maybe God messes with the chemical inside my head, and makes me "feel" like I should or should not be doing something. My decision to do Greaterworks was an easy one, because I could honestly feel like I was supposed to be there. I pray that I will never lose my ability to feel, I pray I can be moved and not held back by people or objects. I pray that I will be moved to change and to not stop changing.