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I am unable to will myself to change. I lack any form of self discipline. My foolish attempts at love and service are self serving and filled with alterior motives. I don't accept love unless it comes in the form I prefer. I - I - I. I am tormented by sinful desires and selfish ambitions. I am looking out for I. I am obsessed with I. I am in love with I. I wish it wasn't this way, I wish I could kill I. I will even convince myself that this blog is a step in the right direction. Yet I will check this blog day after day to see how many comments it receives, to see how loved I is.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

got this verse in an email today, it made me think of this post.

Search me, O God, and know my
heart;
test me and know my thoughts.
See if there is any wicked way in
me,
and lead me in the way
everlasting.

- Psalm 139:23-24