I did

I did what was expected of me
this or any honor is undeserved
you deserve more
What I say is for your sake
In other words its bullshit
im everything you expected
and now the hurt comes
but not for me, for you
I am nothing special
I did what was expected of me
you have been amazing
i try to raise hope
I speak with no regard for truth
im arrogant to believe anything about you
I would love a slap on the face
because that is what i deserve
I did what was expected of me