and now.....

I'm back in minneapolis. People ask me alot if I miss Pine Ridge, or how it feels to be back. I don't quite know yet. I do know that I miss my friends in Pine Ridge. I do know that a 9-5 job can really suck the life from me. I do know that the eight months I spent in Pine Ridge were an amazing gift, a time to relax and learn and reflect on who I am. I do know that I haven't stop moving since I've been home. I miss the big skies in South Dakota, I almost feel as if trees and buildings and elevation changes distract me from the awe I felt when all I could see in every direction was more sky. I need to know how big my creator is. What if buildings are this conspiracy that satan has to block our view of the heavens. I can still see the sky here in Minneapolis, but it almost feels like I have to try hard. I feel like this is the case with my relationship with God also. I feel as if in Pine Ridge I was living in tune with God, like no matter what I was doing I was reminded that God was near me. Now I feel as if I have to work hard to see God in my daily life. So if you think of it ask me if I'm seeking God, ask me if I have looked up to the skies and stood in awe at my creator, because there are alot of buildings around me.